It doesn’t always have to be sad. Remember the good times you had with him. He must’ve been a good person, so focus on how happy your time with him was back then, not just the tragedy of now. And if worse comes to worst, always remember him for those good moments. If he does live, try to make more good memories. Your days with him are very precious, which is something we don’t realize often until after the person is gone. Overall, remember the good times, and keep your spirits up. It’s what he would want.
A fellow kirbo!