Thanks for the well wishes. I just can’t get too excited about the move for a couple of reasons. One it is in a part of town I don’t like and I am trading one temporary cave for a more permanent one. I don’t think I will even unpack anything because I hope something else will come along. The view isn’t great because I can’t see the mountains, I just look down on other buildings. To the north there isn’t anything. I won’t be able to see the moon and if it were under any other circumstances, the fact that the kids haven’t seen sun for four years and still won’t see any…..they would come take them away from me for cruelty to animals. We will be able to see sky and that is the only improvement. I’m sorry, but thinking about it all night just depressed me. I don’t have any choices here and after four years of struggling and being beaten down I guess I just don’t have much energy anymore. Maybe if I didn’t hurt so much. I was doing so well after surgery and now it is as if I hadn’t had it. I’m just tired. Please think good thoughts. I need them right now.
Thanks for the well wishes. I just can’t get too excited about the move for a couple of reasons. One it is in a part of town I don’t like and I am trading one temporary cave for a more permanent one. I don’t think I will even unpack anything because I hope something else will come along. The view isn’t great because I can’t see the mountains, I just look down on other buildings. To the north there isn’t anything. I won’t be able to see the moon and if it were under any other circumstances, the fact that the kids haven’t seen sun for four years and still won’t see any…..they would come take them away from me for cruelty to animals. We will be able to see sky and that is the only improvement. I’m sorry, but thinking about it all night just depressed me. I don’t have any choices here and after four years of struggling and being beaten down I guess I just don’t have much energy anymore. Maybe if I didn’t hurt so much. I was doing so well after surgery and now it is as if I hadn’t had it. I’m just tired. Please think good thoughts. I need them right now.